Please, shut up...

I can't breathe. I feel like a teenager who can't think right...I wish this voice that lives in my head just could tell me what to do. Because it keeps telling me that if i really try to listen to it i will known what to do and find the answers to my questions...but it makes me really unconfortable, i really don't understand that language and it's driving me crazy...i don't know how to deal with this, i don't know how to deal with something i don't have control on...I wish this voice could teach me how to go through this. On the other side i wish this voice didn't exist, i wish it could just shut up...